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loneliness

Posted by 1rtxud on January 19, 2008

It’s not the first time. It would not be the last.

Not because of no sunshine today. Not because of the depressing weather of January in a foreign country.

I’m still wandering in my life. Searching for what I have lost in the past. Though I know, what has been lost could never return again. Look around, I have nothing. The most precious thing I could ever have, is she. Though between us were rows and conflicts, what we had are just unforgettable. Just a matter of time, just the problem that we were too young, too immature to understand and overcome. I let her go, let my precious thing in life slip away. And I could never get it back. There were others who came into my life after her, but after all, I still couldn’t find the same person. The burning love, sacrifice, smartness, craziness, just everything …

I’m just afraid that day will happen, the day someone will send me … an invitation …

Deep in sorrow

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Sleep Secrets

Posted by 1rtxud on January 16, 2008

Found this from google. A good article for people who haven’t known about that before . Take note of REM sleep, remember that waking up time is Stage 1 and 2!

Recommended sleep length is 5 hours/day. The biggest problem is overcoming sleepiness. @ction Point!

Stages of sleep: the sleep cycle

Sleep is a periodic state of rest during which consciousness of the world is interrupted. Additionally, sleep is marked by:

  • decreased movement of the skeletal muscles;
  • a relaxed posture, usually lying down;
  • reduced response to stimulation, such as sounds and touch;
  • slowed-down metabolism; and
  • complex and active brain wave patterns.

Sleep is divided into two types: REM (Rapid Eye Movement) sleep and NREM (non-REM) sleep. REM sleep is when we dream. NREM sleep is further divided into four stages. A typical night of sleep follows this pattern:
Sleep Cycle

  • Stage 1 (Drowsiness) – When you first fall asleep, you are in Stage 1 sleep (Drowsiness). Stage 1 lasts just five or ten minutes. Eyes move slowly under the eyelids, and muscle activity slows down. You are easily awakened during Stage 1 sleep.
  • Stage 2 (Light Sleep) -Next, you go into Stage 2 sleep (Light Sleep). In Stage 2, eye movements stop, heart rate slows, and body temperature decreases.
  • Stages 3 & 4 (Deep Sleep) – Then you enter Stages 3 and 4 (Deep Sleep). During stages 3 and 4, you are difficult to awaken. People who are awakened during Deep Sleep do not adjust immediately and often feel groggy and disoriented for several minutes after they wake up. Children may experience bedwetting, night terrors, or sleepwalking during Deep Sleep.
  • REM sleep (Dream Sleep) – At about 70 to 90 minutes into your sleep cycle, you enter REM sleep. You usually have three to five REM episodes per night. Your eyes jerk rapidly in various directions under your eyelids, thus the name Rapid Eye Movement (REM) Sleep.

The first sleep cycles each night contain relatively short REM periods and long periods of deep sleep. As the night progresses, REM sleep periods increase in length while deep sleep decreases. By morning, people spend nearly all their sleep time in stages 1, 2, and REM.

What happens during the REM sleep stage?

During REM sleep, you dream actively, but your limb muscles are immobile. Your breathing is rapid, irregular, and shallow. Your heart rate increases, your blood pressure rises, males may have penile erections, and females may have clitoral enlargement. Your brain is at least as active during REM sleep as it is when you are awake.

Because your major muscles do not move during REM sleep, you will not act out your dreams. (Sleepwalking occurs during NREM sleep.)

Infants spend about 50 per cent of their sleep time in REM sleep; after infancy, you spend fifteen to twenty per cent of your sleep time in REM sleep.

The importance of deep sleep and dream sleep

Each stage of sleep offers benefits to the sleeper. However, deep sleep is perhaps the most vital stage, as it is the first stage that the brain attempts to recover when we are sleep deprived. If we do not get adequate deep sleep, we experience the strongest effects of sleep deprivation.

Deep sleep allows the brain to go on a little vacation needed to restore the energy we expend during our waking hours. Blood flow decreases to the brain in this stage, and redirects itself towards the muscles, restoring physical energy. Research also shows that immune functions increase during deep sleep.

REM sleep, or dream sleep, is also very important. This stage is associated with processing emotions, retaining memories, and relieving stress. Our brains suspend logic, and we lose all self-awareness – which is why we can experience ridiculous, irrational events in our dreams and believe them to be true.

If our REM sleep is disrupted one night, our bodies don’t follow the normal sleep cycle progression the next time we doze off. Instead, we often go through extended periods of REM until we “catch up” on this stage of sleep. But, if deep sleep has been lost as well, our brain attempts to catch up on this stage first – in fact, the brain will try and make up all of the deep sleep it has lost and only half of the REM sleep.

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… Colder and Older, sometime …

Posted by 1rtxud on January 16, 2008

Tự nhận thấy mình đang sống hơi đơn điệu. Ít bạn bè, thiếu đam mê, không có một mục tiêu thực sự trước mắt. Những điều xảy ra trong cuộc đời đến nay, hình như đều do số phận … Có bao giờ tự quyết định được cuộc đời (!?)

Bắt đầu blog mới, tự hứa rằng sẽ cố gắng ghi lại thường xuyên và đầy đủ những chuyện đang diễn ra. Ít nhất cũng giúp giảm đi thói đãng trí nữa mùa, cố tình hay vô tình, quên những thứ nên nhớ, phải nhớ và cả không nên nhớ …

Trong 30 ngày tới:

  1. Ít nhất 20 blogs
  2. Làm việc không dưới 16h/ngày

Ngày mai:

  1. Đọc CSS cho WP
  2. Hòan thành xong Perl Program để tách file
  3. Chạy Segment Builder

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